Never Let Me Be Sober

Without my medication my beast is not controlled
Think of chains made of pills that keep me tame
They harness the beasts power and make me rather sane

Without my medication I am completely uncontrollable
Irrational to the extreme, no one is a friend of mine
When my beast is unleashed from the chains that bind

Without my medication I am the cruelest of creatures
When the beast is not bound, everyone is at risk
No one can save me when the beast is free

Without my medication I am clearly not me
Though to some the beast is sexy and desirable
I find her to be uncaring and nasty to be around

Without my medication I no longer can fight
I cannot fight the beast that is inside my chest
My true personality is not strong enough to dominate

Without my medication I am not the girl you love
So give me five colorful pills that create the person so loved
I am free when the beast is chained with chains of pills

Without my medication I am the one in chains
Doomed to be the beast's bitch and my body is her's to control
There is no cure for my two part personality

Without my medication I am split in two
The chains of pills bind my broken mind into one person
Without the pills I am lost inside my mind

Without my medication I am locked in the labyrinth
The beast made to keep me in line and out of the way
She is the ultimate bitch, the worst person you know times ten

Without my medication, no one can see the real and true me
All the see is the beast lives inside of me
Doctors know not of the beast but only that I am troubled

  *** This poem is about a girl who cannot control herself with out meds given to her by her doctors. This is not about addiction or drug abuse.***