february

The pain started
please not again
It started in her chest

Then went to her abdomen
the cramps
Relentless

Won't ease
Pain so bad
it brings you to your knees
You try to scream but no sound will come

Pulling yourself from the bed across the floor

All you have to do is get there

You can't touch the door

You try to stand
The pain pulls you down

The blood just pours

A trail to mark where you have been

Will someone please come in

I try to scream

No sound again

The sudden urge to push takes hold

Can't fight it anymore

Push

Push again

Final push

The pain sombers
The cramps stop

Then so does your heart
lying there lifeless

On the floor

Cold and lifeless

How can love be so cruel

A different pain takes hold this one will continue to stay

Not just a few hours every waking

Moment of every fucking day

The life you were suppose to protect

Yet you allows to slip

Away

The day my heart died

The memory will never fade

Everytime I start to love you
I remember this pain alone
Bleeding

My heart lying on the floor

My missing piece to my soul

That's one piece that will never be whole
I miss you

My whole world

Rip heart

February 19th 2011