Green Shadow of a stair lit night.... part eight

And so they told me I was crazy... every day just became stranger and stranger. Very wired things would happen. Every day passed so slow. One day as I sat in the dark yes I was sad but felt like I needed to leave. I went to the door and it was locked. I looked at the lock and told my self I will open it not locked. So I tried it aging and it was still locked. I can to my pillow and in side of it was some scrap metal. Like. Clips and needles that I found ... I made my self little pic locks. I went to the door and picked the lock. I quickly ran to the quort yard. No one saw me, I then when on to the gate. I wanted to climbe the fence but then I saw on the higher part of the fence it was very small holes in it so I could not fire my fingers in it to climbed. Just then I saw lights behide me. I new they where looking for me then with all of my strength. I pulled the metal fence and I ripped a hole in it. So I ran fast in to the forest. Tell I was deeper than any one would go in. Finally I was out I did.not remember how long I was there. Much less how long I was mindless. My heart was pounding and every pump would suck what little oxigen I had in my lounges. I was so week I did not remember much but much more then turfiest day I pulled my mind back together. I remember looking up at the sky. It was beautiful. I child see every stair. And yet I was almost seeing a green wind fly by my he'd so high. The stairs where so bright. And the deep black sky made the strange green wind ever more majestic. I was sad but when I saw this I just smiled. J looked down and saw my greens shadow it was dark a quite. I just looked at it and thought that's me... my life.... the pain was so grate I could not think. Near my feet I found broken glass from a window or something I graves it and thought to my self. Today be is the beast day out of any to die... and so I put the glass on my wrists and pushed down as hared as I can. And I staged it across my skin feeling every inch of the deep deep cut. Leaving behind a big rip in my skim I saw how it Quentin so deep I could see I cut to the mussel and then it began to bleed. At first it looked like a tear dripping down my arm then I saw it streem out. It at first it was so worm then it self so cold then I got very light headed and fell......... then.