Suppressed

My soul is dark,
Filled with regret.
I need a new start,
But can't take the first step.

Who will help me,
In these sad times.
To deplete this misery,
before the final line.

I'm losing hope,
Please come fast.
I'm starting to choke,
With each day to pass.

I wait, but you never arrive
Although I do beg,
I've yet to realize...
I've only asked in my mind.