Green Shadow of a stair lit night.... part six

The camp was the next state over and it was a other gloomy day. I got there and we where meeting in the main hall. it look like every other camp with log cabins only there was a big tall fence that went all around. It was big and when i got there they put us in groups with people our age. we Had a small chance to get to know people but I just sat on my own. After they took us to our little houses or what ever there are called. I slepped on the bottom bunk of the bad and I shared the room with three other wired guys. That night I got out with out any one seeing me I went for a smoke. Then I herd some one coming, so I hid. I saw it was blue hair girl, Rose. she pulled out cigarette. and she began to smoke it, then i came out. "o god! don't do that" " your scared I thought you where the wired creepy from my room" we smiled and giggled. Then she asked. " what is your name?" "lazzorus"  "what a cool name i'm rose" " hi, your mom and dad make you come?" " ya every year it sucks. your the new guy from my school, right?" "yup that's me" "I thought I have seen you" I smiled, we spoke of many things music, life. noting to personal, but we became good friends. The next day was nothing but boring activities. me and her did speak a little. Then we went home. I know because now Jill knew I cut my self she went though my stuff, but it was okay because I would always hide my safe. she did I could tell, but she didn't find the safe. As I was falling asleep that night I thought I saw two shadow people next to my bed and thought they where talking to me, but it was just nothing.  
the next day I got ready for school and Ian just looked at me. as I was getting close to the door. "you do know theirs no school right?" "really? o... never mind." He laughed "go back to bed haha o ya me and Jill will be back at nine. the next door neighbor will come for a little to see how your doing buddy. o ya take care and please be safe." "okay Ian" Then he went on his way. "shoot now they don't trust me." I said out loud. the phone went off. " Hi its Jill, did you take your medication?" " o ya thanks for reminding me." we said good bye and I hung it up. so I went to take my medication and the tv was on, the new again, something about a other mountain lion attack that kill three hunters. I turned it off I went to play my Gautier. a few hours later Amie the neighbor came to check up on me then left. it was about 7 so I went to the grave yard, I saw rose we flirted and smoked. we had lots of fun but I had to leave . I got home and went to my room I was finishing putting things away. Then as I put my boots under my bed I saw that one of the floor boreds was loose so i took it off, and found a little hiding space that had a small book the cover said...III adaz euq oicirtap ybnet tirw. It was in a different tongue. the book looked cool so I put it into my safe.  
the next day Alex, Rose, goth girl and me all chilled together. me and her left the other two to talk. "how do you feel," I asked. "I'm a little sad she said as she hugged me. Then it just happen. we stared kissing. It was a good day. That night I was hearing more voices in the shower, in the living room, as I was falling asleep, but now I started to not pay any attention to them.  
 
The next few weeks passed the same hearing voices, chilling with Rose and Alex, therapy. tell one day it was now winter. the days where shorter and the sun did not shine I was at school and the school counselor called me in. i'm sorry for what has happen. I was so confused. she handed me a paper. It was Rose's suicide letter