I Wish...

I wish things could be different
When I look at the man in the mirror
I wish I could change
And stop making this crazy mistakes like I'm going insane
I wish I could be better
Put my thoughts on paper and hit past the pass-mark
I wish I could be able to motivate myself
To do those things I've wanted to do for years
I wish I picked up my pen then
Start writing and by this time would have been prolific
I wish I picked up that pencil
And make some comics like I wanted to do in the Marvel way
I wish I could play the box guitar
Play me some country songs by Kenny Rogers
I wish I could be a programmer
Write crazy programmes and storm cyberspace with it
I wish I was extremely good at Maths
And combine its knowledge with Physics and curve the universe like gravity does space-time
I wish I could...
The list keeps going
As so many ideas in my head start popping
So many side attractions keep coming
And I succumb to them and now I'm dropping
I thought I've been giving it all I've got
It's evident that I haven't and now my ideas have come to naught
I keep hoping for my inner being not to rot
With what I have let it see and absorb
It is about time I stopped wishing
Wishes ain't horses, so I will stick to my walking
Living my life doing things that I never wished I could.