thoughts of my lost mind

I can't help it
But to think my mind is lost
Cuz it keeps playing
These images of events that never happened on repeat
sometimes something really dark and depressend
where u die and i am left behind
i dont even know why i have these thoughts
its my lost mind
that keeps fucking with me
forcing me to think that i'm crazy
but don't leave me alone you're my focus point
that lil bit of hope please dont take that away
or i will go truly insane
peace