Inescapable Reality

Drowning in a sea of confusion

As far as the eyes could see

Theres no probability of being rescued

Then I flash back to reality

Damn I don't wanna be here

My fear of being judged for the real me is holding me back from actually being here

Im lost  in another world where I'm stuck in between a grown ass woman n a scared little girl

timid as ever n blinded with lies

my whole life was told to me as the lil old lady prophesied

I learned who I was through the prophets eyes

N finally began to see through the lies

But I have to remember that's not my reality

There's no getting through my indescrepencies so I dive in em

There's no better feeling then allowing it all to consume me

So I become content with my dilapidated reality