The past repeats

"When narcissism encounters manipulation.
The power is overwhelming.
When the intimacy turns into a past reflection.
A reflection of misery.
My heart can't take the pain.
She's taking over my entire world
The past reflects the past repeats once again.
She takes and breaks any hopes I kept in my heart.
The past reflects the past repeats ONCE AGAIN!!!!
I CAN'T ESCAPE!!!
I'M A FAILURE.
I lie wasted in the streets of darkness.
The rumination starts once more.
Past visions of neglect and ignorance.
On the brink of destruction.
My heart can't take the pain.
She's taking over my entire world.
The past reflects the past repeats once again.
She takes and breaks any hopes I kept in my heart.
The past reflects, the past repeats ONCE AGAIN!!!!
A WORTHLESS MAN!!!
Mentally damaged I walk with the bludgeoned.
Angry and confused with this life.
Mentally damaged I walk with the bludgeoned.
Angry and confused with this life.
IM THE FAILURE WHO CANT FIX THIS LIFE.
IM THE FAILURE WHO CANT FIX THIS LIFE.
IM THE FAILURE WHO BOWS DOWN TO HER TORTURE.
IM THE FAILURE WHO BOWS DOWN TO HER TORTURE.
She's taking over my entire world.
The past reflects the past repeats once again.
She loves to watch me cry and drown in tears.
The past reflects the past repeats once again.
She leaves me in the nearest ditch awaiting death.
The past reflects the past repeats once again.
The happiness in her eyes speaks of my destruction.
The past reflects the past repeats once again.
She's taken over my entire world.
I'm on the brink of destruction the brink of destruction.
Cause I am a FAILURE!!!
ESCAPE!!!!!