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Keep Telling Yourself That (This Isn't Love)

why cant i just be normal person
that makes things work normally
but whenever i try things worsen
and things always end informally

someone who drives me insane
with such acceptance i always fit
but i also want to wake up to black coffee
and someone who doesnt take my bullshit

oh god i know that youre both

this isnt love
its just lust
im just trying
to re-adjust

maybe is was a slip of the tongue
theres no way its their name you heard
you best stop typing "i love you" after every message
you could never give them what they deserve

you know...
oh?
you already know.

this isnt love
its just lust
flowers die and
turn to dust

the things that scare me the most
are the things that i can control
maybe the medicine dose
or a heart that i stole

yeah the things that scare me the most
are the things i cant control
such as relationship ghosts
or a screaming soul

i always want to feel desperate
i put myself myself through pain
but after awhile, its become
a rather boring game

this isnt love
its just lust
this isnt fate
its just distrust

keep telling yourself that
this isnt love
just keep telling yourself that
all it takes is a shove
keep telling yourself that
and what if you find it fits like a glove
and just keep telling yourself that
because gloves wont fit the sunny weather

and i think, and i worry

what if this isnt just lust
and screaming it might be love
what if i know ill just disgust
what if all of the above

just keep telling yourself that
and one day it might be true
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