just random i dont knot

i have shed my own blood
and watched it fall

i given him my heart
and watched him tear it apart

ive watched days go by
and there's not one when im not missing you

i dream of death
for my nightmare is living

if it were not for my sister
i would be rotting in a grave right now

if it not for my brother
i would be in jail right now

if it not for my father
i would kill everyone right now

they are my light
and keep me whole

if i did not have them
i would hang from a pole

i have lived
a hard life

and it's not over yet
for i dread that day

when it began