Facing Reality

You go around kissing other guys
I never thought you would do that
My heart is laying on the floor dying
But all you can do is laugh

My words are held back with so much pain
My world is spinning and I can't take it
I thought you were special person
The type that will apreciate it

The things I've seen are hurting me inside out
My flesh wants to cut itself and die
I stay strong,but I cant no more
I don't think I can go on with life

When I first laid eyes on you I knew
I knew that you were the one
You were gonna be the one to keep my heart forever
But now my heart it breaking into crumbs

I can't lie it hurts so bad
My world is mad
Everything around me is slow
My love for you crashed

Understand me and my feelings
The sky opens and rains on me
I still remember the memories
Even where we wrote our names on that tree

Nothing lasts forever