Haunted

Everything is colliding, dividing, and colliding.

And now im hiding

I feel safe, I feel home, In the dark all alone

Trying to forget what Ive been told and shown.

Searching for answers has only made me insane.

My demons have me in chains, aching in pain

Im moving but im not the driver

Im falling and im not the diver

Wearing a mask, but I didnt paint it
I didnt make it



But it hides me well when im in need

From all the people who would like to see me bleed.

But I cant take it off when im with you

Please tell me my instincts are untrue

Please tell me I got it all wrong

Stroke my hair, sing me our song

Please tell me this life is not a lie.

Tell me why, your words I can't rely, you can't reply, we can't retry.



I remember when you looked at me with such fierce desire

But something has put out that fire

Still hoping we will be fine, telling you we are all the time.

Then sitting as silent, as a mime

Stripes like a prisioner, my cell, my mind.

Leave all this noise behind, close your eyes, play blind, now glowing, but you once shinned.



This darkness engulfs you, it dims your light

Weak, tired, scared, and yet you fight

You always look like a hero.

No matter how great the victory you still feel like a zero.

Reality you seem contort for the worst.

My head is ready to burst, starting to think you're cursed, you cant be nursed, as if you're taking pain to cure your thirst.



To fill your craving for chaos and destruction.

Empowered by your dark seduction.

You're a living embodiment of my demons within.

Tempting me down this path of sin

The kind that leads to a "dead end"
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