Bloody Stains

    Need to cut out my fucking brains,
To shit much inside my head.
Just can't take this fucking life.

   All these people filling me with bullshit.
Like a fucking rock.
Stuck in one spot.

   Beat to hell, over time.
Irritated, no one stops to help.
No one stops to say hello.

  Cover myself in blood.
I need to die!!
Why must I go on?

   Killing myself, the only way!
Don't try and stop me!
I need to do this!

    I need to end it all!
I can't even fucking kill myself.
I try and try, but always seem to fail.

    Please I need to die!!
No joy amongst my life.
Nothing but a failure.

    Why can't I just fucking Die?
Cutting and cutting, blood stained skin.
So many scars upon my wrists!

    Piles of old rusty blades.
Lie upon the floor.
Tainted with my blood.

    Bloody stains among the floor.
From the past until completion.
Reminding me of failed attempts.


    Bloody stains shall always haunt me.
Until................................
Until, I finally succeed in death at last!!