Love to My Love

Weeks crawl by.
The time plagues my mind.
The lost of a best friend.
This security seems pretend.

My best friend forever.
My lie; completely severs.
A bond between two to make one.
First chance to take; made sure to run.

Our future is not one of your favorite fairy tales.
I had to leave; had to change scales.
Around the same mountain you proceeded to lead.
Blindly following; oblivious to my bleed.

Even though the choice was hard,
no doubt there.
It came down to life or death,
I still care.
Even though my soul mate you came,
it's certainly over.
It came down to me or you,
that's why I'm sober.