To Find The Other Side

the truth being
that what i want from you
is the keys to our undoing.

with too much wisdom
comes hesitance.

when the end result is known,
how can we give freely into Love knowing
that the Ultimate Love,
Unconditional Love,
Love which is union
with Spirit

is a resting place in solitude.
how can we remain united when we are both perfectly Whole?

to be aware of the levels of soul journey makes me ponder
where i fall. is hubris or humility
causing me to falter?

there is a role for me to play but i will only be wearing
the shadows of my past
times manifest,

if i can not find a way to shed this old skin
and find the mask
i have yet to wear.

the elements of space and stillness breed the infinite
and eternal loops
i know i must break free of

there is a reason i keep coming back.
there is karma to be played out
chords to be cut and hearts
to be made new again.

i was surprised the first time time i felt
true emptiness. now i am shocked by
non-attchment.

these two traits saturated me with my
human essence and now that i move
away from them

it is not exactly clear
what i will become.

others saw it in me before i saw it in myself.

there is a peaceful calm that comes with knowing my path.
but it never lasts.

when it does, the individual will be lost
and true communion gained.

what this will look like
i can not foretell.

just as i feared emptiness,
just as i feared non-attchment,
just as i  fear stillness-

i know the only path to freedom
is in walking through them

to find the other side