the unfinished poem

tear wont stop
they keep coming
one after another
my face is soaked
my hands are filled with them
I cant stop
he broke me
I cant stop
I need him
I cant live without him
I want to die
I want to take the blade
I want to die
I want to take the blade
I cant live without him
I don't k now life anymore
can I die?
can I end life?
will my pain stop?
kill me now
I cant find my blade
I cant cut
I stare at the pills
I should take them
I cant
I need to be here for him
I cant leave him
I love him
I cant leave him
I need him
NO
I need help
somebody help me
plz
I give up




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