Tears

I lay here reminiscing
Bout the good times.
And the memories we shared.
All the smiles we brought each other.
And the laughs we shared.
The memories we brought to one another.
The good times.
And the one bad time.
That bad time that crushed me forever.
That made me want to end it all.
That made me wish that we never shared anything special.
And that I had never met you.
And to just end it all.
So I would stop thinking about you.
To stop crying over you.
When you don't even care.
And then I cry even more.
Sometimes I wish I never met you at all.
And that you never existed.
I really loved you.
Loved you for nothing.
Because in return
All I got was pain and hurt.
And a broken heart.
With tears running down my cheeks.
And nothing to stop them.
Then I think again of all the good times.
And miss it all.
Then the tears fall even harder.
My heart is broken.
And all I need is you.
You to help me piece it back together.
Just to have you next to me one more time.
Would make my heart smile.