What  way do I go now?

I sit in my room looking out the window,
wondering what to do now, I get tired so I lay down...

My life has stopped on the tracks,
I'm stuck and the train is coming...

I can't move...My breath stops...
I stiffen in place, scared and frozen as an icicle....

It's getting closer and I am still frozen...
I see you on the other side of the tracks, just standing there not moving
or helping me...

I yell your name but the train's whistle is to loud...
you turn your back to me and shrug...
you get further away without looking back...

the train is getting closer, I finally get my self free...
I jump off the tracks and fall... In pain laying there crying and calling your name...
but you're no where to be found...

I look everywhere, I yell your name...
But the only thing I hear is the train leaving...

I love you but you don't love me...
why?
I don't know what to do now...

Should I keep moving on down the road...
hoping one day our paths will cross again...
              or.....
find a new path and hope someone better comes along...

I wake up it was all a dream...
but I look over in the bed and you are gone...
not a letter or a goodbye....

What way do I go now?