here to stay

Have you ever had the feeling
you just want to die
You are silently screaming
And tears run down your eyes

The muscles all cringe
And you cannot breathe
Just cannot hold on
Don't know what to think

You beg for the end
You wish it so
Heart just keeps beating
It ain't time to go

Stomach starts knotting up
And your laying on the ground
Fists hitting the floor
Asking If gods around

Give in to the agony
and start to laugh
But you still wonder
how you gonna last

Sooner or later
you face the pain again
Each jerk is a moment
that seems to never end

You want to explode
life is too much
And you feel like giving up

Close your eyes
Wish it away
but it's here to stay