What did I ever do to you?

It feels like someone just put a time bomb in my heart.
It's only a matter of time before it explodes.
I continue to search for you even if I'm digging my own grave.
My heart bleeds through this open chest.
You tried to assume me,
And I tried to assume you.
Look where it has led us?
It feels like I'm a mouse.
So weak and defenseless against your hand.
You speak foul lies but you don't realize how much hurts.
And what did I ever do to you?
I waited here under a sheet.
Crying myself to sleep.
And every punch and every blow hurts more than you could ever know.
Don't you realize we love you ?
That dear perfection that creeps into my household.
With tiny mice like feet.
Their small mumblings make my ears bleed.
Yes I mumble... I stay quiet...
Because I don't want to die.
What did I ever do to you dearest step father?