My Last Goodbye

I sit in silence contemplating my next course of action
I already took the pills
much to my satisfaction
now I wait to float to the green-rolling hills

I long to go to my final escape
where beings of all backgrounds, races, cultures, and ages
may come to visit and play
I would meet the wise, old sage

and would be reunited with my dear mother
how I have missed her so
I love her like no other
I can wait no longer to go

I feel the deadly sleep sinking in to my veins
there is no one else left to live for
I stumble out into the hallway
and just barely make it out the door

I wander into the backyard in the rain
and see the beautiful moonlight
I take my last breath and know I'll never rise from the ground again
This is the day I can finally say goodbye and know I'll be all right