No More

We had a fairy tale wedding, but all that changed.
The softest tone of my voice would send him in a rage.

Everyday I wondered who he would be.
Dr Jekyll,Mr Hyde or the sweet man I married.

I thought of leaving but, where would I go.

I have no family or friends.
He's all I know.

He says he loves me this I know is true.
But his love always leaves me black and blue.

I hide behind shades and piles of makeup.
He promised to kill me if we ever breakup.

I've tried taking pills to ease the pain.
But that only made him go insane.

That cold metal feels so good against my head.
I might as well pull it, I'm already dead.