less and less

how many people out there had a dream that got replaced by a nightmare
and they mastered how to hide their fear with a blank stare
no matter how hard you try
you still wanna die
no matter how many pills they give you
there is still nothing doctors can do
you're just a lost soul sitting in the dark
With the razor sliding across your wrist
you tried for you vain but missed
across the river down the stream
let the blood flow out the seems
you running out of blood just like dreams


my life is becoming less and less
im cracking from being under all this stress
all i wanted to do was change the world with my words
my life wasnt meant to be great
everyone had a running start
but i was late
i tried to stop all the pain
when it didn't work i was marked insane
7 times in a day
i just wanted it to end
my scars no one can mend

but im not the only one
there are kids that are being made in to a outcast
being shunned from public places
ridiculed for who they are  
they would rather stay in the dark then see the light of day
society gives them names
to put them in to categories
because they can't be individuals
there under constant watch
like there in a freak show
and yet bullying is becoming less and less
no one ever hears their cries until they're dead
holding there breath hoping there not to blame
but when there not they feel no shame


its all meaningless fun
how fun is it when parents have to bury their child
seeing their baby in a box
knowing they didn't see the signs
but they were on a white base and made with black lines
they raised their red flags which they changed to white
when they got to the long tunnel they ran to the light
just wanting it all to end
their life started to descend
from when they first started to get bullied
to when they were found dead
they had every name marked in their head
it was stuck on replay
being called fat ugly gay
but now they're away from the pain
they finally hit the vain