To Whom It May Concern

To Whom It May Concern
Some years ago you shot me In the heart
If I'd of known this would of been the outcome I'd of ended It before we even started
Because now I'm walking around scared and cold hearted
I kinda of wish I never met you but at the same time I know I needed to learn that lesson
It's Just... why did It have to be from you? I thought you were a blessing
But Instead you got me over here stressing
I gotta pop pills Just to get a little rest In
They say what doesn't kill you only makes you stronger
But If I'm being honest this Is killing me and I don't know If I can deal with It much longer
At what point am I supposed to get stronger?
Or do I really have to deal with this nonsense longer?
I see why they name hurricanes after people
The damage they do can be catastrophic
And I know to anyone reading this I must sound like I'm In pain
But actually even venting about this Is In vain
Because I really don't feel anything anymore
I think you might of broke me
It doesn't seam like I've been functioning properly ever since then
But In any case I know these negative emotions won't win
It's either love or stupidity but Im sure I'd do It all again
Remember, I said I kind of wish I never met you
But I'm still glad that I did