love

A girl used to try to kill herself
She thought she wasn’t pretty
She used to get bullied everyday
She dated a boy who hit her
She dated a boy who broke her heart
She dated a boy who cheated on her
She was so ready to give up on dating
She tried one last time
She made a friend who had common interest
They talked and shared secrets
They promised to never keep secrets from each other
He told her he loved her
She told him she loved him
Their friendship was close as it can get
The boy could get the girl to do anything
The girl could get the boy to do anything
They were in love without a care of others
The boy asked the girl something and it all changed
The boy got the girl to smoke
She called him and she was crazy
He laughed
She laughed
He said do you love me
The girl was paralyzed
With the life in her
She wanted to say yes
But she only laughed
It hurt the boy inside
But he never said it
Then the boy found out
What happened to her when she was younger
She cries just thinking about it
The boy still says I love you but the girl does not…
Why?
Because she doesn’t know why he loves her
She asks herself how can you love someone
that was raped?
After all that he knows about the girl
He continues to love her
Why?
She doesn’t know
That is what worries her the most
The girl isn’t used to that kind of love
Unconditional love
It frightens the girl