Transient Thoughts

Not a day passes
Without a thought of you
Running through my mind
Turning me pale and blue

But when I first met you
Loving was all I could see
Today I'm slowly crashing
Peace has eluded me

I'm like another madman
In a solitary state of mind
The entire planet is empty
There is nothing left to find

No gold and no silver
No priceless gem to cherish
Just a bunch of cruel deceivers
Sometimes to love is foolish

I'm sinking deep in despair
They all can see the bubbles
Should I sink a lead in my head
And spare me all the troubles

My phobia for loneliness
Has finally caught up with me
How long will I live in pretense
I'm worried constantly

Love once lifted me up
There was something to lean on
Praises can be worse than insults
And angels worse than demons

When luscious lips breathed to me
True lies hard to falter
Engulfed in the scheme of deceit
Slaughtered on love's very Altar

And today all I have to share
Is this sad tale of my fall
From the blessed state of love
I crashed and lost my all

And you my dearest one
You were suppose to be a friend
Why did you change so fast
And brought terror at the end

At times like this it will be better
If the brain can be reformatted
To make way for new experiences
All old memories deleted

But that is far from realistic
Your memories still echo deep
From the empty hall of my heart
And the price I pay is steep

Restless days and sleepless nights
Each time the wind slowly blows
Your name is whispered in my ears
Silently I count my woes