Loneliness is my worst enemy

I keep telling you,
Nothing's going on,
But you dont believe me,
No matter what i say,
You dont believe me.
You say that you know im hurting,
But you dont understand how much.
Yea you're hurting too,
But that doesnt mean you have to threaten me.
I know im a fuck up,
You dont have to keep reminding me.
Please don't leave,
I am trying to get better,
I truely am trying.
But all i really want is support and a friend.
Im trying to stop doing stupid things,
Im sorry,
So so sorry.
No matter how much i say it,
You just go "whatever." :'(