~Suicide~

Cold hard cider
Skull of a kitten
Four suicide letters
Meticulously written

Sharp little knives
Slipping time borrowed
Thirteen miscellaneous
Blue pills swallowed

Heavy ocean eyes
Swimming in sorrow
Hope now lost
Unable to see tomorrow

A long cherry bath
Darker by the second
Slipping to unconsciousness
Unpaid crimes now reckoned

A bullet in the chamber
But the trigger won't pull
Drowning in thoughts
Scrambling mind overfull

Heartbreak wasn't the culprit
Neither was the past
It was all the people lost
He didn't know he was the last