being me??

I create a line
And open it  
Allowing the blood to drip
And the love to fall
The world is opened  
The birds soar
My skies turn from gray
The clouds float away
 
I open my eyes to the new
My heart aches with need
Is this the beginning of my meaning?
Do we gave a set path of fate?
Do I choose my future
Is the universe grabbing hold
And pushing to the left?
The right?
The path less taken?  
 
I bet I could've been a better woman
I bet I could change
I create a new line
The crimson charm that we all seek
Start dancing across my flesh
So pale and so fresh
No blemish here just my friend
Waltzing untouched to my heart
 
Begging for attention
For love  
Asking so politely  
Please let me back in.
 
Curl up on the bed  
Next to him
He whispers  
Love where'd you go  
I searched everywhere looking for your soul
You're eyes have lost their sparkle
You veins have lost their tenant  
Your body has expelled your essence
You are not you
Who did this to you?
 
Curl up on the bed
Next to him  
I whisper
I'm more me
Than I have ever been
Babe I was just dancing with my friend
The sharp little enemy
That I love so dearly