Forgetting You

I keep losing ideas about what to write.
Sleeping without you gets harder every night.
I keep wondering if you're actually okay.
If we talked, I wouldn't know what to say.

We haven't talked in so long.
That's okay because I'm strong.
I'm used to not having you.
Your apologies are way overdue.

I've heard them many times in the past.
Isn't it funny how our talks never last?
You always had something more important to do.
Now I have more important things to do too.

You're nothing more than a memory.
You're nothing more than misery.
I thought you were the beet I could get.
Now you're the best thing that I can forget.

I wish that I could forget your name.
I wish that I could forget your games.
He makes it easy on me, but I still remember.
I still hate that I hurt you in December.

Its just not our month, agree?
Its the month I finally see.
I see all the bullshit you out me through.
Goodbye is the only thing that I know to do.