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I am conflicted right now
I am conflicted right now:
I was grounded, and secure; I was certain, and I was pure
I allowed myself to feel, the things I said I would not
I stepped into the stew pan of mixed up, messed up, crazy thoughts
I am in-love
What good can come from being the one; that jealousy has touched?
Like a noose, tied around my neck is the burden of love
I was strung up, and hung from the oak… I hang alone, dangling limp
Love has no friends
I just want to go back to where I was before; before the pain I experienced
Loving him
What would the wolf do; when a new scent lingers in the air?
She hunts harder, howls longer, wonders farther and makes her way through
I see the sky as it guides my path; I am looking for balance, and I try not to notice
I am conflicted right now
My soul, my blood, my essence is sad… I know why
I am conflicted right now
My heart has met man, and is not hidden from sight
I am conflicted right now
There is a battle going on, inside of my mind
I am conflicted right now
Don’t think; don’t think
I am conflicted right now
I opened a door, I cannot walk backwards into
I am conflicted right now
My soul and my mind are at battle…listening; you will hear the war cries
I am conflicted right now
I am in-love, I was told never to it; but look at what I let myself do
I am conflicted right now
I loved him so deeply, anything for him if he told me; I had hoped, he would fight for me
I am conflicted right now
My soul, my blood, my essence is sad… I know why
I am conflicted right now
My heart has met man, and was not hidden from sight
I am conflicted right now
There is a battle going on, inside my mind
I am conflicted right now
Don’t think; don’t think
Lori
I was grounded, and secure; I was certain, and I was pure
I allowed myself to feel, the things I said I would not
I stepped into the stew pan of mixed up, messed up, crazy thoughts
I am in-love
What good can come from being the one; that jealousy has touched?
Like a noose, tied around my neck is the burden of love
I was strung up, and hung from the oak… I hang alone, dangling limp
Love has no friends
I just want to go back to where I was before; before the pain I experienced
Loving him
What would the wolf do; when a new scent lingers in the air?
She hunts harder, howls longer, wonders farther and makes her way through
I see the sky as it guides my path; I am looking for balance, and I try not to notice
I am conflicted right now
My soul, my blood, my essence is sad… I know why
I am conflicted right now
My heart has met man, and is not hidden from sight
I am conflicted right now
There is a battle going on, inside of my mind
I am conflicted right now
Don’t think; don’t think
I am conflicted right now
I opened a door, I cannot walk backwards into
I am conflicted right now
My soul and my mind are at battle…listening; you will hear the war cries
I am conflicted right now
I am in-love, I was told never to it; but look at what I let myself do
I am conflicted right now
I loved him so deeply, anything for him if he told me; I had hoped, he would fight for me
I am conflicted right now
My soul, my blood, my essence is sad… I know why
I am conflicted right now
My heart has met man, and was not hidden from sight
I am conflicted right now
There is a battle going on, inside my mind
I am conflicted right now
Don’t think; don’t think
Lori
Published 25th Oct 2014
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Anonymous
27th Oct 2014 1:00am
I've said this before and this poem validates repeating it: it's amazing how something like love that's supposed to be so wonderful can also be something so painful!
27th Oct 2014 5:06pm
I think it is wonderful if you can trust your love is equally matched, thank you for visiting me ♥
