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I can't tell you how much I hate it here,
How much I dread coming here.
I hate her,
Yet you do nithing.
Nothing to stop it...
I can't tell you how much I hate myself,
How I try my best,
Yet its never enough.
Never enough to make you happy...
I can't tell you how much I hate her,
How much I just want to kill her.
Yet I don't.
Because you love her...
I can't tell you how much I hate crying,
How its all I ever do anymore.
Yet I smile.
It makes everyone happy...
I can't tell you how much I hate it here,
How I wish I died those times...
Yet I pretend everything is okay...
I will forever be broken.
Just rip out my lungs...
I can't tell you how much I hate living,
How I'm never happy...
Yet I stay...
For them...