far beyond repair

these abrasions on my heart
are starting to wear there way through
the walls are buldging out about to rupture
spill out the last bit of hope i have left
pin back my flesh
let it seep out of my chest
its warmth never felt so cold
streaming down my arms
stairing at my blood soaked hands
numb lost in lifes confusion
my hour glass is out of sand
shattered on the ground
cut me at the roots
stem this plauge eating me down to the bone
breaking me into
pulling at the thread that unravels my soul
exposed nerves arcing themselves out
something inside me acks
cracks are running across my eyes
this hate this evil
this love this loss
twisting my guts into knots
feeding them into the gears
bones splinter and break pertruding through skin
beneath this overwelming preasure i'm under
sourounded by vultures
circling above
waiting for me to lay down and die
so they can swarm in and pick my carcouse clean
when it all just builds to nothing
when its all just meaningless in the end
i watched as it all burned out infront of my face
a scortching blizzard of ash carried on the wind
smoldering plumes of smoke swirled up into the air
staining a jagged skyline an ominouse shade of orange
encrusted with purple and yellow streakes of carnage
i watched this all unfold
standing in a crimson pool of my own blood
it running down
dripping through my fingers
bleeding out from these detramental stab wounds
this full length tragity played out in slow motion
as cracks ran through my eyes
the dust still clouds my view
i am far beyond repairing