I'll Probably Quit Eventually

Got to get away from it
Some way
Somehow

But stuck in the same pain
The same drugs
Same crowds

Start off
Cut the chords
Righ here
Right now

Can't innitiate the change
Got to ask for help
Want to stay on this ride
Can't let go of pride

Still here
Still around
Handling the episodes
Somehow

Life's so real
But feels so dreamy
Tried talking
But they don't believe me

A ghost
They don't seem to see
Just barely of
What I used to be

Someday
The mask's going to crack
Maybe they'll realize
Afraid I'll have to run
I couldn't look back

Because she won't be me
Not how they're seeing
It's mischevious
They can't see it yet

Don't want to prove anything
Don't care for winning
Just want them to stay out of
My self constructed prison

Maybe they'll want reasons
They'll ask me why
But I can't tell them
I might just have to lie