love isn't easy

At first it’s hard...
Trust issues
Lying
The ill be back but don’t
The ill call you in 5 minutes but forgets

You stick it out
You communicate
You understand where they are coming from
They understand where you’re coming from

Laugh about the good times
Cry about the bad
Smile that it happened
Or frown because you’re mad
Through all the pain you are feeling

The love
The hate
The anger
The joy
The melting sensation
When he holds you’re hand
Is still there

So what are you to do?
Live with it like its normal
Talk to him about it as if he will understand
Tell your friends who think you shouldn’t be?
Lie and cheat and do the things you think he’s doing
Cry about it in peace?
What are you to do?
Nowhere to go
No one to understand
That melting sensation that comes from holding his hand