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Cage Of Darkness
I am in a cage of darkness my broken self laying on the floor.
I refuse to eat . I fake smile and act like I am happy.
I want to die I know I am slowly dieing but I wish it was faster.
I get hit broken and used all done by the ones who hate me or tell me they love me.
I am tired of fighting tired of acting I just want to end my life.
I cant understand why I was even born in the first place the ones that I love are gone forever never to return.
I am no angel or human eather I am nothing but a demon causeing pain to everyone.
I want to die if death is close then why cant it take me now?
I want to eraze the minds of everyone who has known me maby then my brother would still be alive.
I want to dissaper and lock my self in the cage of darkness not careing anymore about whats going on out side the window.
I am hollow and numb and thats how it should be forever.
I will not ever hope to see the light again .
Because love and happyness is not made for a demon ......
I refuse to eat . I fake smile and act like I am happy.
I want to die I know I am slowly dieing but I wish it was faster.
I get hit broken and used all done by the ones who hate me or tell me they love me.
I am tired of fighting tired of acting I just want to end my life.
I cant understand why I was even born in the first place the ones that I love are gone forever never to return.
I am no angel or human eather I am nothing but a demon causeing pain to everyone.
I want to die if death is close then why cant it take me now?
I want to eraze the minds of everyone who has known me maby then my brother would still be alive.
I want to dissaper and lock my self in the cage of darkness not careing anymore about whats going on out side the window.
I am hollow and numb and thats how it should be forever.
I will not ever hope to see the light again .
Because love and happyness is not made for a demon ......
Published 9th Oct 2014
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You are not a demon, they have just convinced you that you are one of hem because they can't handle their imaginary pain. Yours is real and you can endure. The time will come when the physical world won't matter and what you have left when you body falls away will see light in a different way. There are people who care but they are afraid of losing you. How can they want to be close when you are trying so hard to leave. Stop pushing them away so they can love you. Allow them into your heart so they can share life with you. Death is imaginary, it is not an end, just life in a different light, or shadows that hide from the light. You need to see from a new perspective so that others can see you in the light. Otherwise they only see shadows of you in darkness. They are afraid of what lives in shadows. You can change your world by changing what you let in your heart. Embracing death ensures that the living will insulate themselves from your shadow. There will always be haters and mean people, they are everywhere in all of our lives, but what makes life bearable are the others who love us. Let them into your life by letting go of death. When they see hope inside of you, when hey see that you want to live, they will come back. I wish you didn't live an ocean away, but wishes are as imaginary as an end to pain after life. Life is hard to let go of when you have love in it and maybe that is why you surround yourself in shadows. If anyone loves you, you won't want to exchange them for death. Death doesn't love anyone, it simply is. In death you will not find the requited love you seek in life, so find it now while it means something. JJ
11th Oct 2014 4:59am
If you are a demon, then you are already dead. One cannot kill death, nor destroy emptiness.
The fact that you feel, anything, including pain, lets you know that you are not dead, and that there is hope, and love to be found. But only if you really want it.
Note we cannot choose who gives us the love we need, we can only choose to accept or reject it. If you cannot find love at home, if you cannot find love amongst your mates, if you cannot find love from thy neighbours, go to church.
The fact that you feel, anything, including pain, lets you know that you are not dead, and that there is hope, and love to be found. But only if you really want it.
Note we cannot choose who gives us the love we need, we can only choose to accept or reject it. If you cannot find love at home, if you cannot find love amongst your mates, if you cannot find love from thy neighbours, go to church.
11th Oct 2014 10:45am
