Like Snowy Drifts on a Summer Day

Laughs that fade away
Like snowy drifts on a summer day
Eyes that shine I see no more
Where is the feeling I long so deeply for?

A butterfly with a poison touch
Life taking yet I love so much
Gently flowing, violent bite
Comsuming with a vengefull spite

A malicious leech on my soul
Entered my heart and formed a hole
Without it now I am lost
With it I pay a dear cost

Now Im clouded, tainted, burned
It just left. Without being warned
Replaced by a ball of confusion
Set my mind into institution

Now that frown fuels my cancer
Seeking word, hear no answer
A wall divides us, worlds apart
Pulling the strings of the heart

It bends the universe, destroys stars
Runs like a cold blade, unforgotton scars
Conquers every thought, submits the heart
Is there a way around it, where do I start?

I miss it with every breath I take
Understanding its gone leaves me in a quake
But Im always returning for another chance
And I come back for one more glance

Laughs will fade away
Like snowy drifts on a summer day
Eyes that shine I see no more
What happened to that feeling I long for?