Destruction

My hands have destroyed what is precious to me
I lost myself
I lost everything
I cannot keep myself sane anymore
Let my death be a slow and agonizing one
I deserve no less
I lose my temper
Words are said
Regret is made
Life comes to a swift and daring end
Pain swell within my very pores
At the very realization
The realization I am self destructive
I am a addict of several things
Each destroying me slowly
I am only a shell with a smile on the face
Give me the chance to make things right
How to make them right....
By the ultimate sacrifice
My life
I will give my live
Just to right every mistake
And mend every promise ever made
Most of all heal those I destroyed...