Herion army

The spoon sat on the candle in a tray shaped spoon,fire from the candle  making a brown pool o water the needle will bring out its style , my hands shaky can't do nothing till after while ,the veins. Damage calling for the shooter to make sure it hits.the ship sinks to the cold bathroom floor like it has so many times before.should I tie up my arm or should I do it on feelings alone. Finally it's done and I'm in a zone... As it enters my body my thoughts creep to an outta body...so many days like this ... Feelings without u I can't skip being sick ....somehow I it win wanna hear my burden its called herion....it has goals sure absolute control ....it has faults many bruised shots and makes many hearts soft till the it's price and cost and then many hearts are lost ...it's good at big hits an many great tricks and lots of worry on how to get the next fix ...when u think u have strength to say your goodbye ....it sends out an army of minature size...the army captain is a cell shaker he shakes u up messes with the head...it next the drill Sargent makes u vomit in your bed...foot soldiers put up a more of a fight by hurting the body crushes the rest of the head and then make u wish u were dead...never quit with the army in ur way not all at once cause victory all the way can't happen in this shape or way of defense cause a one man army is not a voice...the last an final thing I have to say is the most important weapon u have ... It really not good it kinda sad... The day u have a hold it down hold ur ground... A. Silent army soldier comes around ... It his most important defense they will win the addict war in ur body by swearing to u that once more Wont hurt.... The joy from ur pain will show her worth... When ur ready ask for help its ok to not fight by yourself... Not a impossible thing to dream of sobriety and kill her raging anxiety .... One thing about serious try's u will always become the good guy... But it will always be in the mind till the day come u have tried....Meshelly