Chemically Balanced

I fear I'll never shake you from my mind
I fear I don't want to
I fear you have become so deep rooted
Into my heart, there is nothing I can do
I fight with myself over these feelings
Ask myself why after two years I can't shake them
Why I want nothing more than to speak with you
All the time, but I'm too afraid to say
Why when I felt the strongest feelings for you
I put your love life and happiness above my selfish needs
Stabbed knives through my own heart when I told you
To keep trying and don't give up
When you say you think you'll be alone forever
I want to ride a plane back to you
And kiss you until nothing hurts anymore
To love you until you're the happiest woman ever
Sometimes as wrong as we feel in life
We had got things incredibly right at the same time
I don't think I would change anything that happened
But I want you to know, that when I think of you
My stomach feels queasy, my body tingles
And I reach for the phone....But I seldom dial
Because I fear I'll just start yelling "I love you" through it
Chemistry is easy to do if you have the right formula
Separating it in the end is the hard part....