I only wanted to love you...

I remember that day like my favourite song,
I found who I wanted, The One....
What took you so long?
Every day you'd hold me in your big arms
I should have heard the sirens, I ignored the alarms
I was blinded by your beautiful blue eyes
They filled me with passion, desire, evil, toxicity...
Forbidden from the skies...
You could hurt me, hit me, throw me,
You would never stop, so aroused by my plea.
I would wish upon a star that one day I would be yours
Because just a smile would stop these inner wars
Our romance is like something I read in a book
You have me trapped hanging by a hook
Because of you I now have a home
Whereas before I met you, surrounded by people,
I was still alone.
The control you had took over your soul
You took away your love, the one thing that made me whole
You found the girl I hate and forced me to watch you love her
I've tried to drown the pain, my life has become a blur
I've searched this bottle looking for an answer
Guess who is back? Your suicidal cutter.
I've been looking for an escape, my time is running out,
You told me you don't even love her...
Look at yourself, my lover the sellout.
Look in my eyes one last time
Remember when you told me "What's yours is mine."
Then why don't you share these cuts across my wrists?
I'm sorry you have to see this...
There's no more room on my hips...
Please hold me by my neck, and kiss me on my lips
I'm fading away, into the eclipse.
The cold has began to suffocate my body
Goodbye my love...I'm finally free.