respect

How can you expect respect
If you cant respect yourself
I was thinking about this
While in my own
Personal hell

Sitting there and thinkin
Is my life only made up
Of drinkin?

Or am I sinkin,

Further down the drain?
These people wash me out
Because they think im insane

They dont like to listen
And yell at me for bitchin
They yell at me for stupid shit
At least I dont go snitchin

Atleast I'm able
To sit at the table and not be a fable

At least I get up
Realize
Im hated

At least I get up
Even if im not appreciated

So call me weak again
Because your words are worthless
Ive heard this
Bullshit
Come from mouths before
A whore and a bitch

Ive heard it all
Ive been hit into a wall
Ive cut and cried
Ive curled myself into a ball
Thinking that I died

I've dealt with shit
That you could never dream
Ive dealt with all the bullshit
Hanging off at the seam

And it seems
That the stories ending
But it's your choice to believe me or think im just pretending