Infliction of Isolation

Feeling like a scolded dog
Shaking with my tail between my legs
Like a child that broke a glass
Shrinking my head into my shoulders

Paranoia twists inside if my mind
Wondering what to think
Considering what to say
Scared of how to act

Everyone seems to be enraged today
Careful about what I want to say
Afraid another person will snap at me
Criticize what I ask and tell me to leave them alone

No responses from anyone when I try
I make conversations but no one wants to talk
My stomach turns to knots as this feeling sinks
Deep into my stomach feeling unwanted

One person to talk to, thats all I really want
Feel like a small lost child walking down a dark tunnel
Every now and then shouting "hello?" and staring
Reaching for a response as the darkness slips between my fingers

Desperate to hear the comfort of a friendly voice
"Is anyone there?" almost asking for forgiveness
For whatever caused this shivering silence that haunts me
Wanting to feel the warm comforting embrace of another

Not an answer or a consideration as I try to make contact
Withdrawing into my head to scream myself away
Maybe find a friend or two that will hate me as much as you
Following the sirens cry to the paradise of my eradication