I'm as human as I'll ever be A stitched heart with a regulated beat Eyes of gold for everyone to see And a mind filled with things impossible to treat
Eyes, to look at all the things you can't see Hands, that reach for safety trapped in my madness Arms, to embrace to give you the impression that I'm here Feet, to stay grounded when I'm thrown to my knees
Throat, to swallow the bitter remedies to my impending rage Lungs, to take in the cold air as I exhale the thick cloudy smoke Spine, meant to support me as shivers race up and down Voice,...
Feeling lonelier than ever before I need you more than ever but You are no where to be found I cry your name but no reply
Slipping into madness as my hands begin to shake Blurring vision from the harsh tears that burn my eyes Abandoned and left to be with myself again With no one to help me and no one to stop me
My insides twist as the darkness tries to draw me in Giving me thoughts that warp what I want to know Slaying the hope that I try desperately to hang on to Ripping away the image of your face I long to see
Tears run down my face From the thought of your embrace A longing to see you smile For a love that's worth the while To be comforted by your voice That I heard when I made the choice Seeing the powerful storm that lays within your eyes Calming the anger that starts to rage inside Holding every emotion back As the seal begins to burst and crack A hunger for the thought of you The bleeding pain when I try to break through I'm not really sure what else to do Since this feeling inside is because I miss you