Him and I, Not you and Me

It burns when you put your hands on me
My Ears sing a thousand screams
and I'm praying for you to be him
It stings when I wake up from my dreams

Everyday you look at me and it hurts
I wish you were him and I cry every night
Wondering why god punishes me
Because I would try if I could but I fight

And I fight no longer
When you wrap your arms around me
I hum our song His and Mine
Not you and me,no us not we

And When you touch me I taste raw sewage
My ears begin to ring
You're killing me inside because you're not him
He should give me my ring

Your fingers press against my arm
And it's a slash for each touch
Because it's you touching me not him
And the bloody cuts are almost too much

A cut compared to a shattered heart- nothing
But he can hold my razor,
He can save every broken piece
And You'll never be him, you're a faker

It hurts so much to see what I put you through
But as long as you're him there's nothing I won't do
I'll love you to the end of earth and back
As long as you'll not be you and love me too