How to; Disappear.

Happy, just not whole.  
 
If I had you,  
 
Would have this fractured soul?  
 
I can only sleep,  
 
Everytime the rain,  
 
Pours from the sky,  
 
Trickles down my window,  
 
Sputters out the drain.  
 
Bloody bandages in the trash can,  
 
All the doctors and the nurses,  
 
Will never understand.  
 
Innocence annihilated,  
 
Happy hearts obliterated.  
 
Unwarranted and slowly breaking.  
 
Childrens' faces stained with hatred.  
 
Sweetly chanting of an apocalypse.  
 
My heart in the fire burns like your dying kiss.  
 
We are all tired glass, finally to shatter.  
 
In this organization, you're the first to see the pattern.  
 
In the next room the doctors and nurses whisper.  
 
But the noise is muffled, even to you, wonderful listener.  
 
It sounds as though its underwater...  
 
You don't even care,  
 
Your eye is on the doctors daughter.