Bliss

I try what i can
Not to be alone
Every chick that i text
All the pics on my phone

So many fun nights
Talkin real sweet
Forget about her boy friend
In the moment of heat

But what does it mean
Nothing at all
Relationship status
Rise then it falls

Shes got her man
And im just some boy
Tossed aside like a ragg
Or a broken old toy

But like an infected rat
She bites me and leaves
Her poison inside me
Spreading its seeds

Only one cure for this illness
A knife on my wrist
Slide it down really slow
Moments of bliss