Self Acceptance..?

I'm Hardly eating, barely breathing..

What am I really? I don't know anymore

Maybe my doctors can tell me what has become?

I just don't want to be labeled by 'Them' is all, so no..

Your depressed..? Your anorexic..? Your not eating..?

Why do I feel the way I do? I can never please anyone!

I just want to be happy, why is it so hard to be happy?!

I remember myself as a child, So carefree and living a dream

But it seems that dream fell into this distant reality..

I have never realized the girl looking back at me from the mirror

Not very happy, hardly dreaming, and at night...

Every night, she cries herself to sleep,

Wishing to be someone else... And not me...

In a way, that day will come.. And I will see the happiness

Of just being me, and only me..