Where am I?

The happy funny joyful me?
Where am I, I just cant see!
The person who I lost back then!
Back round the time when I was ten!
I want me back, when I was free!
Free of the pain and misery!
Here has made me sad and blue!
Hey there me! I so miss you!
The fun and laughs and joy we had!
They'v killed you now, that makes me mad!
I never will forget the me!
The one we now will never see!
Please forgive me losing you!
Without you here, Im always blue.
I no that when I pass from here!
I wont be far and you'll be near!
I'll never have to say goodbye!
I'll never say, Hey, where am I !